Life

I realized today I haven't posted for a long, long time.  Life happens, and time just keeps rolling on whether you're ready for it or not.  I have been reflecting over the last year, and if you just look at the bare facts it would seem like it's been a really rough year.  Between Spencer being unemployed last year, me having a really rough 1st and 2nd trimester of pregnancy complete with 10 weeks of IV therapy, and Spencer being laid off his job last month (three months from the debut of our new little boy).  But I have a hard time thinking of it as a hard year, it has seemed so wonderful and been so full of joy.  I guess that is the beauty of God's plan, that we can find joy even in difficult times.  I really feel like God has been so good to us, and I have no doubt that He will continue to watch over and take care of us.  Yes, money is tight, and yes, I have no idea what the future holds, but I feel positive that it is full of good things to come and it is (even now) full of great and good things.

I love being alive!  I love waking up every morning knowing that I have a sweet wonderful husband who loves me, an adorable little boy who brings sunshine to my soul and a healthy little baby boy on the way.  Yesterday felt kind of dark and gloomy (talking to Wells Fargo can do that) but today is full of promise.  I know this post is a little scattered.  What it really comes down to is I am finding great joy in my journey, and I hope that you all are finding joy in yours.